July 1, 2010 Life is odd. It is ever changing and full of chaos and calm… friends come and go, as do lovers. As of today, my life is calm…on the downward spiral to something that was chaotic and sad a few months ago. I like where I am at right now. I am excited for school and for the secret surprises that await. I am giddy with hope, but scared of change. But that’s part of being human, I [...]
June 29, 2010 So, as a day would go…it turned out to be pretty good! I am making friendships here in Monte, that I was afraid that I would never do. I spent time over at my friend Mindy’s house today after work, and then took my boy out for supper after that…all went well! A sad part of my day however, consisted of a once great friend, once again, making me cry. Why do I let him do that [...]
June 27, 2010 So…today was a hard day, and yeah, not every day goes smoothly I realize. There is probably a reason why I am not remarried yet, and I look at this like a chance to really get to understand myself better before I try the marriage thing again. Afterall, there are things that I need to change about myself before I could ever be good for anyone else. Even being in a relationship right now, I see things [...]
June 26, 2010 I don’t really journal or ‘blog’ much anymore…I mainly just work on my stories if I have time and hang out with my family and my boyfriend, Neal. But the reason why I have decided to start blogging is because it helps me to write, gets my mind going..and because I am tired of the old sites I frequent. (i.e. Facebook) So I think I am going to spend my time between both sites, but focus mostly [...]
An apology about my laziness….Deja’s Back!
Because I don’t know the right words to say….
Warren can’t remember, but he thinks his father is dead. If he is dead, then why is he living out in their pond; and why is he calling out to Warren…”Come and join me, Warren. Oh what magic lies down here, a watery heaven awaits you!”
The lost can be saved…
Our new house!